Monday, October 11, 2010

The Baker

The baker was well-known and well-loved in his village.  Even from neighbouring towns' people would make an extra journey to the baker, as there was always a little extra to be received for their effort:  the raisin-loaves had extra raisins, the croissants were slightly bigger (and definitely tastier), and the savouries always a feast for the eye.  Then there was the widow that might find more than the required change in her purse, or the struggling family would discover an extra bagel or two in their bag.

New-Born's were introduced to him before their own grand-parents met them,  or a new little puppy was shown off before it was taken home (It's OK - I'll clean the puddle!). And be sure to know that no child would leave the bakery without something sweet in the cheek!

His welcoming smile and the cosy cinnamon-and-maple atmosphere of the bakery would invite even the loneliest traveller to pop in for something to eat, and soon little family secrets or private burdens would be shared with the baker - for there was always time to listen and a friendly word to all and any that passed on their need...

Yes, the baker was well-loved by all.


Every evening, as soon as darkness falls, the baker would draw the curtains of his bakery, lock the door, and take the back stairs to his home above the bakery. First he would enter his little girls' bedroom, straighten the bed sheets, and as usual, he would hug the pillow tight to his chest, trying to breathe in any possible remains of her presence.  How many years is it now?  He tries not to remember the last day she waved good-buy, never to return from that tragic school-outing. Gently he would replace the pillow, touch the smiling face in the bedside picture-frame, and ever-so-softly close the door.

At his son's door he would pause a moment, as if to enter.  Drawn by the city lights, and visits that were few and far in between, all that remained behind that closed door was the painfully agonising longing of a father for his son.  Lately there was even talk of a transfer to the big America, so far, far away....

The last room he entered, was dark, with curtains drawn, and the muffled breathing of his terminally ill wife was all that could be heard.  He draws the covers over her shoulders, lovingly planting a soft kiss on her forehead, enjoying her silent presence while he still may.

And from somewhere deep, very deep within his being, a sob would rise, slipping unexpectedly over his lips, muffled in a sigh.  It is so soft, so very soft,  that it is heard only by the solemn darkness that covers the upstairs room of the bakers' house.  Then he bows his head in a soft, brocken prayer.

1 comment:

  1. This piece is very well written, but I can't help to have an uneasy feeling about it.
    I need to try and understand what it is really about - try and find some deeper meaning - or try and excuse myself from the pain and walk away.
    I normally solve these doubts by putting it in a box and labelling it for future retrieval.
    So where do I start ?
    Maybe say it is fiction and well written and that it forms part of our literary history. Yes - that is the easy way out.
    Maybe it begs for participation in the emotional turmoil - I do not like that - that is what soap operas are for.
    Maybe it was the end of a ballad - can pass for that.
    Or is it an example of the dualism of life and the two faces we present to each other.
    I am sure the Baker puts up this friendly superficial face when a customer enters and counts how much money this customer will spend.
    At night he will ease his pain by counting the money.
    That is how life is now - but it was not always like that. Previously - in years gone bye - the Baker and you would exchange news of a general nature and if the occasion warrants - news of a personal nature - and if you are really friends - news of a painful nature.
    And only in this last case will we become humans as we were supposed to be.
    So in these times we stay prim and proper, formal and cold - and pretend not to see the pain.
    Will we ever be able to jump this hurdle and become human again - or do we need a world war or other catastrophe to do that for us.
    In the final analysis it is only in times of pain and suffering that we can start to hear the voice of God clearly - as it is spoken by man.

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